Thought of Cheating

Condemned what is right,
Good judgement and reasoning must fight,

Unsuppress emotions and morally stray,
Uncontrollable desire willing to give way,

Absence of love and affection,
Temptation became companion,

To Feel all the senses once again,
In the arms of strangers...I will feel no shame,

Although opportunity knocked quite often,
Unmeasurable love I have for him...hinder my undesirable feelings...

Little Blue Flower

A Tiny blue flower growing on a lofty mountain,
Gazing down to the endless plane,

Day by day, staring down below,
To the movements of colors when the wind blows,

Each day, each morning looking down,
Asking the wind when will the sun come,

Winter is long and cold,
Unfolding its delicate petals withold,

Gradually, its deep blue color fading away,
While Summer slowly on its way,

One by one the leaves started falling down,
And its slender stem begins to bend towards the ground,

Finally, the sun came; giving life to everything once again,
Except for one little blue flower; its own life could no longer sustain...

Unspoken Words

I forgive you for walking away from me,
Getting back together?...maybe...

I do believe you,
Even the what we had been through,

Yes, I still believe that you love me,
Do you also believe I love you too dearly?

I am listening to you,
And I have faith all your words are true,

Yes, I feel it through your heart,
With your words, reassures me we will never again apart,

Honestly, I never stop loving you,
But how can I tell you that I already found someone new....

Looking Through the Empty Space

"I Prefer tea please," I said,
"How about you? Coffee? Tea?...oh, you already paid?

Sitting next to me,
A brilliant mind; I feel so envy,

His lips often speaks the uncharted land,
Listening to him, I completely lost in time,

His thoughts extend endlessly,
Through him, I learn to explore the possibility,

In his eyes promises all treasures my heart desire,
With him, I see the man I dreamingly admire...

His dreams are unimaginable fantasy,
While with him, my fantasy world is becoming a reality,

"Aren't you going to drink your tea?" he asked,
"Once we're done...would it be alright if I walk you back?"

With You, Always

Seeing the reflection of your unhappiness,
I also gradually dying with sadness,

As you drift into emptyness,
...you slowly taking the air I breath...

Please, let me breath; let me live,
Don't let me fall on the shallow grave...

Life Ahead

All this time your heart still mine,
In my eyes you continue to shine,

Days, months, years had gone by,
In my trouble moments you always stood by,

Many times I made a huge stumble and fall,
Hopelessly, your name I often called,

There were moments I think of you,
And I wished I could spend my life with you,

I drowned on my own tears,
Hurting you is my biggest fear,

For I saw my future at hand,
It was not you but someone else at the other end....

Completely Blind

"What's up with a long face?" he asked,
"Hmmm...why don't you change clothes...make it fast"

"Trouble in paradise...?" he continued,
"My god...surely, you don't look so good..."

"Hurry, I will take you to lunch..." he said,
"And tell me about it...please don't be sad..."

"I told you million times...," he wisphered softly,
"You'll find that someone...yes, absolutely..."

"Someone who always loves you...," he continued,
"Patiently waiting for you to recognize that his words are true..."

The Promise

Words I may not say again,
In time, I may have been forgotten,

But words for you, I have written,
For I know my memory will certainly end,

The day will come,
...the day when I am completely gone...

But through my words I will continue,
...I will continue to speak to you...

My words for you...yes, all for you,
Forever I will speak the words..."I LOVE YOU..."

Irreplaceable

The reality came unexpectedly,
Drowned by dissolution completely,

You fought, you struggled,
But challenges of life you could not handle,

Marrying someone; thought you found that special one,
Then, realized the promise you made could not be undone,

For so long you drifted away from me,
Coming back...impossibility,

For all the words you said was so untrue,
Sorry, the words "I LOVE YOU"...I could no longer say to you...

If...and if you find your way back,
...there will be someone that will push you far, far back...

The Room

Abandoned and Forgotten by time,
A place of dreams and wishes for a lifetime,

Lightened by flickering flame of hope,
Two hearts struggled to cope,

Untouched by life,
A breath of desire survived,

A haven for someone in despair,
As one entered, the golden door locked forever,

Faith

Gradually drifting away,
Madness making its way,

To embark such venture,
Impossibility offers the future,

Here comes uncertainty,
Rendering sanity freely,

In the hand of malevolent,
A baleful glance always at hand,

As the venum of love blossoms...
Utterly captivates the "bewildered" ones...

Where Am I?

Looking through empty space,
Creating of a wonderful place,

Hoping for peacefullness,
Where the mind finally rest,

Finding of the lost face,
Where once upon a time kept with embrace,

Wishing of a world,
Where hearts all made of gold,

Looking through empty space...
Creating of a wonderful place....

The Traveler

Patiently he waits,
Even the moments always comes late,

Antipicipation and intense emotions he feels,
Someones' companionship teaches his heart to heal,

Afraid to get hurt again,
He refuse to surrender to someone his pain,

Instead, he created an illusion,
Not enough courage to show his emotion,

Dishonest with right intension?
Who would not forgive his action?

Patiently he waits...
...but the moment came too late...

Absolutely Perfect

There was someone from behind,
Looking at me all the time,

For I often corrected his answers,
And his nonesense questions one after the other,

In class, he who could not have the answers right,
I have to admit academically he is not bright,

But he is tall, dark and handsome;
Absolutely, I have a wonderful thing in mind...

Yes, you may say his mind is empty...
...ah, but he is increadiably and insanely funny,

For me everything about him is good enough,
Not to forget...he makes me laugh,

Not to mention he is honest,
And unbelievably modest,

Dependable and appreciatable,
Did I mentioned...he is also lovable?

Oh, he is sooooo perfeeeeect...no, he is not for me...
...I finally found....my girlfriends' "BOYFRIEND" to be....

Unspoken Words

That night was intolerably cold,
So as his broken voice...he tried to hold,

"No one to blame but us..." he said,
"The word FRIENDSHIP, we both misread..."

"Yes, we let the time slipped away for both of us..." to him I said,
"It too late now...please, let us embrace what is ahead instead..."

That night was invetably end of "friendship",
...one last goodbye to someone whom I loved and worshiped...

"I wished she was you..." he cried,
"...you would be a lovely bride..."

Another Fallen leaf

"So, would you go out with me...?" he jokely asked,
"How about a dinner tomorrow night?"

"That would be impossible..." I immediately replied back,
"You see, I met this guy; very possesive...I know that for a fact..."

"Oh, is he biger than me? Does he workout here?" he asked seriously,
"Does he look... "MANLY"...?"

"You'll see. He will be here any minute now..." I replied jokingly,
"He is quite intimidating you know,...yes, totally!"

"Excuse me...there is a man in the front desk." said the young trainer,
"Yes, the police officer standing next to the counter..."

"Oh, my god! I didn't know he is a cop?" he said uncomfortably,
"I'm so sorry. I hope my jokes did not offend you, sorry...honestly..."

"Oh no, don't worry about it..." I said,
"Bye, see you tomorrow; good luck finding a date..."

"Hi...why the visit so sudden?..." I asked to my bestfriends' boyfriend,
"...she is changing her clothes right now and will be out in a few a second..."

Friendship

"Listen to the song..." he said,
The song..."Lips of an angel" he played,

"That is how I feel about you..." he whispered,
I listened; the rhylics of the song I feared,

For it happened to me before...
Having a falling in love to a...but not anymore!

"Listen to the song..." he said,
The song..."Lips of an angel" he played,

"That is how I feel about you..." he whispered,
I listened; the rhylics of the song I feared,

"Please you shouldn't say all these things to me..." to him, I begged,
"Please don't ruin our friendship..." to him, in tears I whispered...

Waking Up In a Bad Dream

I refrain from smiling at anyone...
...specially when you are around...

I never go anywhere with out you...
...as you strictly told me so...

I could not see old friends;
...even just for a short moments...

I must follow your "RULES"...OR...
...it will be the end of us for sure...

Sweetheart, on the bed...a letter I wrote for you...
...it is for the best of us...I am going to miss you...

A Reflection Within

Come in...come in,
Can I help you find something?

I have all kind of treasure...
Do you want a moment? You look so unsure...

Opal, ruby, emerald...diamond?
Wait!...leaving so soon?

...find a treasure for you?
Sorry, that...I could not help you...

Only you would know what is for you...
Listen to your heart and you will know...

Come back again...
When your not confuse, when you are certain...

Come in...come in,
...Can I help find something?

I have all kind of treasure...
Do you want a moment? You look so sure...

Opal, ruby, emerald...diamond?
Oh, that...it is unpolished stone...you will take it home?

Certainly you know what treasure is for you...
...Even though when it is not showing its true value....

I Dream of A Place

I dream of a place,
All white...anywhere I gaze,
All covered with snow,
Lost in time as the wind blow,

A place where existance of time...
Is no longer mine...
A place of frozen time...
Is a place where my heart and mind...

A place where my sadness and happiness,
...certainly put to rest...
A place where my dreams and hopes for sure...
...is no longer a venture...

No Second Chance

Oh hi, yes I remember you...
The last time I saw you was...was a year ago?

Yes, I still remember us...
Can you believe the time went by so fast?

Yes, I am still me...how about you?
Are you still... "YOU"?

Yes, I remember...
You still have your bestfriend?...yes, she...with long hair...

Yes, now...I remember her name...
Still have your girlfriend? What about "THEM"?

Yes, you know what I mean...all your ex-girlfriends?...
...what? and she left without knowing about "THEM"...no clue, not a single thing?

Yes, I am doing well...and you?
...Architect? Wow!...me?..I am not as successful as you...

Huh? Oh...I am going to see a friend...sorry, I must go...
What? me?...go out with you again? Oh, no...remember? You left me a long time ago?