Agastache

Moment By Moment

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Will I See You Again?














I am dying to tell you who I am,
Before the end of our friendship comes,

But perhaps it is better for you not find,
Just remember me as the funny one,

Our short coffee and tea breaks are quite memorable,
Being with you everything is so wonderful,

But our relationship must put to the end,
For how we truely feel each other we could no longer pretend,

Reality came when I turned my head back towards you once,
With tearful eye I gave you one last glace,

Gradually walking away...my heart ache for you...
...knowing that you are hurting too...

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Thanks For Remembering














What a lovely pink rose,
From someone who touch my heart the most,
Behind the silence he hides,
But his presence always by my side,

Moments will pass me by,
And my memories will gradually die,
But the pretty pink rose will always stays with me,
To reminds me of the man whom I think so highly...

Frozen in time...
The beautiful pink rose is forever mine,
Given by sweet, caring and thoughtful man,
Who I always dream...to once again touch his hand...

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Cheers!














So far you got 91, 94, 95, 99 and 98,
While She got 92, 86, 90, 87 and 88,
I got 96, 100, 100, 97 and 84,
...why everyone looking at me for?

Since one of my exam scored 84, the lowest one...
Is that mean I am buying pizza for everyone?
But wait a minute, wait a minute...
Not so fast, let settle this...you two sit!

I don't recall making such ridiculous bet?
Both of you made decision without me in it,
Funny, very funny! But I have to admit the idea, I like it!
So, after the finals we all meet and find a place for us to celebrate...

Monday, March 12, 2007

Innocent Lie














I got to your place so late at night,
Carefully entered the bedroom anticipated a fight,

But while waiting for me you fell asleep,
I crawled on the bed and gently kissed your lips...

I whispered softly "I Love You...,"
You surprised me when you said "I love you too..."

I brushed your hair with my hand,
Still cannot believe you still mine...

Slowly you opened your eyes and looked at me,
With a sad broken voice you asked me who was He...

I told you nothing to worry...
...assured you there was no He...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Courage














Should I tell you forever I will be gone...?
...the end our friendship has already begun,

Would you forgive me for not explaining...?
...a sudden change... changes everything,

Could you promise not to hate me after...?
...I am hoping you will forget me later,

It is much painful for me as for you,
Running away from someone is best I know too,

..but how could I ever face you...
...and tell you that I am falling in love with you...

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Secret














Why are you calling so late?
Could we talk tomorrow...can you wait?
...yes, I miss you too...
No, he doesn't know about you...

Please, please...will you please listen!
Could we discuss this tomorrow? It's almost eleven...
That is not true!...he did not take you away from me...
You are the one who walk away from me!

No! I gave you plenty of time...
...I am so sorry I already made up my mind...
What?...yes...curly hair...blue eyes...his name is Benn...
Oh, my god he is coming; he'll ask me where I have been...

...yes, I miss you too...
...yes, I think of you too...
...honestly...every second, every moment...
Yes...I love you too...what? Not tonight...I can't...

Friday, March 09, 2007

The Experience














Cold winter wind,
Bracing the early spring,

Endless yellow daffodils flow,
Along the rugged ground below,

Bursting with its colors day after day,
As the sky watches the magnificent display,

The sun shines its majestic beauty,
Provide warmth and love with sincerity,

For only in early spring will find,
...a precious, delicate flower; truely one of a kind...

Thursday, March 08, 2007

A Heart Made of Stone














After class you always wait,
Once again, hoping you and I will stay late...

In the past, a late walked at night on the beach,
Looked up to the dark sky; our all wishes reached...

In the past, I gave you my heart and gave me yours,
The passion...intensely we explored,

But those days were gone...
Why could you not understand?

In the past, I learned to smile while in tears,
Bravely embranced the pain while in fear,

In the past, I gave you everything,
Without you...my life worth nothing,

Now...you asked if there is another chance...
All I could say is...I say goodbye to a man only once...

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Time to Say Goodbye














Unbelievable! I could not believe it!
It was a cruel joke on me; I must admit,
You are the last person that I will suspect,
Oh, my god! I made a fool of myself,

So you decided we start all over again?
You think it was just fair and game?
What about those feelings that I had experienced?
Honestly, I would not play around with you to that extent...

For days I cried for you,
Many weeks of heartache I suffered through...
All the pain...only for you to find out if my love is true?
And Immediately you expect me come back to you?

I am leaving soon days, weeks or so...
But when I get back nothing I could promise you...
For all I know...I already lost you...
...my heart dictates that your love has no more value...

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

The Chance














Among the crowd,
Only you speaks out loud,
Captures everyone's attention,
Sharing your ideas with no reservation,

I...one of many,
Blinded by your presence completely,
Perhaps a possibility,
To get your attention on me,

Just like others,
You look at me so unclear,
Religiously you focused best,
On life's unobtainable quest,

Here I am...
Waiting for a chance...
For you to give me glance..
...waiting a chance for you to reach my hand...

Monday, March 05, 2007

Once Upon A Time















Old forgotten cilivization,
Speaks the language abadoned by man,

Holds the treasure of knowledge,
Through time, hides the secret passage,

Melody of sacred words as once foretold,
Will open the door to another world,

A place where no one ever has gone,
But was seen in the heart of a man...once upon a time....

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Fobidden Love














I am so sorry...so sorry...
Our "friendship"...soon I must bury...
Please do not ask why...just remember...
I will keep your memory...until I die...

Soon, I will go...far, far away from you,
...all I could wish for you...
Is find a "friend"...find someone new,
Though my heart truely knew...that all I wanted is you...

I could see in your eyes...the unpoken words,
Afraid to what I might feel; you often wondered,
You are not the only one who feel the same way,
I...completely the opposite of you...
...if I chose you...I will betray the only world I knew....

Friday, March 02, 2007

Dream Travelers














You held my hand and said goodbye,
While tears rolling down from my eyes,
Losing you not once but twice,
Betrayal to "friendship" is the price,

Why did you hide your true feelings for me,
I thought I am just a friend; forever will be,
You will never know I much I love you deeply,
My darling...the one and only....

With my pretentious smile is what you see,
Without you, lonelyness buried inside me,
When the evening comes, I am full of faith,
That you will come back even into the night so late...