The Facts

If you are 93,000,000 miles away from me like the sun,
Would you take your supersonic plane come here and land?
Or would you rather go around once 2,500 miles and circle the earth,
Then stop here to see me and catch your breath...

Light travels 186,000 miles per second,
With my calculations you will not be here soon,
The sound travels slower than light,
But I am absolutely sure you will be here by night...

The Never Ending Story

Please tell me once again,
The story of "Lost Heaven",
What happen then?
After the young lady died in vain?

Go ahead I am listening,
This story is quite interesting,
She fell in love to this man,
And then what? To a man or a woman?

Why are you laughing?
Did I say something intertaining?
No, I am not! I am one hundred percent woman!
No! That is my preference...

Please continue to the story,
Why they could not marry?
What? So, she felt bertrayed?
Why the story seems your life being portayed?

You are deviating from the story,
Okey, so this man is what?
Wow, that is shocking!
For sure I will not kill myself for that reasoning...

The Presence

Shadow of two,
At night both come and go,
Fury with tremendous blow,
To bolted door and windows...

Sleep with eye wide open,
Nightmare opens its hand,
Shadow of two,
At night both come and go...

Awake while sleep,
darkness creeps,
Shadow of two,
At night both come and go...

The Game

A new start of the end,
In circle once again,
Count one; count two,
Where are the three of you?

Time is quite short now and then,
The fun and game will soon begin,
Think once, think twice,
What will be the untimate price...

Illimination will be determined,
By who continues to play to the end,
One by one here they come,
But the three of you I have not seen none...

For sure the game is too long,
And now it is not the count of "right of wrong,"
But the actual price of the game,
Is finding and knowing yourself once again...

One Last Goodbye

I put myself so low,
But maybe this is the only way I know,
Though I begged you so many times,
You ignored my words thinking the time will never come...

Frighten and scared were the only feelings I knew,
Were those times when I was with you,
On you I became so dependent, so uncertain,
I thought a perfect world I already obtain...

Now, that I am leaving you we should feel the same,
But why I am feeling so much shame,
Is it because I made you believe that my love I showed is not an act?
And made you believe that you will get me back...

Faces of Love

Wait, please can I speak?
No! Hearing you making me sick!
It is not accusation!
Your actions are with intention!
Wait, I am still talking,
No! You are the one screaming!
Okey! you have a few seconds to explain!
I am NOOOOOT SCREEEEEEEAMING!!!
Go ahead, I am listening!
What? The woman is your cousin?
And I heard a wedding?
No? Oh my god! I cannot believe what you have done to me!
Believing you and her and the wedding to be,
Oh, you think all this whole idea is funny?
Well, tonight, you will be dinning with your family without me!

Still You and Only You

For you my dearest,
Flowers while you rest,
Yes I am still here,
With you always and forever,
Never ever will I leave,
I have your forever love to keep...

My love, everyday I pray...
Please listen to every words I say,
Certainly you feel every moment of my pain,
Watch me struggle everyday to keep sane...
See my world without you?
How I wished I took the early journey too...

Time is taking away our memories one by one,
I tried keep what was left in heart and mind..
Eventually nothing of you will be mine,
Except the lonely place you left behind,
How I wish together...you and I,
Lay next to you after I say to the world goodbye...

The Absence

Sweat after sweat I painted the sky,
Different shades of color just for your eyes,
Curtain of diamonds I made by hand for you,
And a bed of clouds was yours too,

Harvested the treasures that grow underneath the ocean,
And brought infront of you in full hand,
With the sun's warmth I blew air on your feet,
And on the freezing coldnight provided you with heat,

Finally, once again the night closed the window,
Rested your head on a pillow embroided in pearl I made for you,
Once more I asked the wind to sing you a sweet lullaby,
So could sleep well at night when I am not by your side...

Search From Within

Were you surprised?
An old fashion as I?
Misjudged me from outside,
Don't you know all about me is hidden inside...

So, I was not woman,
Then walk away... the door for you is wide open,
I thought you understand,
Never ever will I give my heart to just another man,

Why were you surprised?
Having me as a price?
What you think it is?
A game you play as you please?

You are so so mistaken,
My heart is already taken...
But if you have faith,
Just maybe...but it is going to be a long, long wait...

Watchful Eyes

Surprise, surprise...
I caught you again with your lies,
How will you explain,
That you are cheating on my girlfriend once again...

Just hanging with "old girl-friends" you claimed,
My girlfriend believe you and did not complained,
Since she is so naive; so "understandable,"
You always think you will never get in trouble...

I will tell you once not twice...
Consider my honest advice,
The truth...I prefer that you tell her,
Because she will find out sooner or later...

Vision

You, I often dream,
The man with no name,
Whom I called now and then,
To find you is a question of when...

Sometimes I wonder,
If you really out there,
Exist in my waking world,
Or just a fantasy which I forever hold...

Feeling despair,
Not knowing if your far or near,
Crazy it may seems,
But I will be waiting for you even in a dream...

Looking Back

My god, what I have done,
I gave myself to anyone,
Love was not in heart and mind,
In the emptyness...I left myself behind...

Days had gone by,
Happiness my heart cried,
I found myself once but not twice...
Pearl of tears falling down from my eyes...

I gave away my body and heart,
But the lost love will never be apart,
And it would and should not be found,
For it is forever, buried beneath the ocean...

I Wish You Were Mine

A burning desire I feel everytime I look at you,
Certainly, I am sure you are feeling it too,
You look away when I look at you,
Tried to ignore the hidden desires...please tell me you feel it too,

Your eyes, those gorgeous eyes...
Giving me the uncontrollable sensation deep inside,
Oh, your lips, those soft lips...
Truely, insanely I love to kiss,

Tormented day by day,
Strange feeling I could not explain,
How can I suppress the feelings I feel towards you,
How can I stop thinking of you,

Love or Friendship often comes to mind,
Be my friend and forever mine,
Or should I chose love and be blind,
Then suffer the consequences time after time,

Honestly, I do not have the courage to tell you,
That my mind and heart is truely for you,
Certainly the right moment will come for me and you,
For now, all I could do is dream of you...

All Except For One thing

Unhappiness in your eyes,
Your voice is cold as ice,
Screaming for love,
I thought I gave you all I have...

Time and time again,
I remainded you now and then,
Ask me of anything,
Except time which I can offer you nothing...

Do not say the word "I Love You,"
When how you feel inside is no longer true,
Please hear me and listen,
Perhaps you and I reached the end...

Until We All Meet Again

There were only few left in class,
Who will be there to the very last?
Tainted with jealousy,
A heart full of envy,
Feeling so unhappy,
Fear of falling behind not you all but me...

Study all day and all night,
With time is a constant fight,
Exhausted mentally,
Discontent among each other creeping gradually,
But you all plan so carefully,
Looser buys the soda? Certainly, it will not be me...

The final exam is approaching very soon,
Aiming to be on top surely I am not alone,
Count sleepless night and I will too,
How can I win when there are three of you,
All these for just for a can of soda,
And the grand price...a slice of pizza...

Always Close to You

A breath away from you,
Someone waiting to fall in love too,
A million miles away from you,
A stranger who love you so...

Take a moment,
Feel love with the intent,
Only one chance in a life time,
To have eyes open and not be blind....

How lucky you are,
To have someones' hand not afar,
Who offers you of everything,
Even as simple as a dream...

I Am Not Yours

My love, if I only knew,
That all the words you said were true,
Perhaps, right now I am still with you,
Leaving you I endured so much pain as you do,
Since I have lost trust and faith,
Having it back is quite long wait...

I see you everywhere I go,
Everything around me reminds me of you,
Honestly, to forget you is hard for me to do,
And truthfully, I am still here waiting too,
You already accepted my apology,
Why don't you come back and be with me...

Until now I see your pain,
Yet, to me you never complain,
When you look at me unhappiness always shows,
It is written all your face to let me know,
How cold and cruel have I been to you,
My love, tell me what more should I do...

You wanted to hear those words from me,
Words that belongs to somebody,
To commit myself to you,
It is a promise I could not do,
Even my heart to you says the word "I Love You",
Oh my love, my beloved love...I miss you so...