Agastache

Moment By Moment

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Running Away














Who is the one?
Is it the gentle, sincere, quiet man?
Is it the gorgeous, obnoxious one?
Or is the matured, confident, intelligent one?

Who will be the one?
To be there for me even when I not around,
Whose heart is only for me and not for everyone,
And to love me no matter who I am...

Who should I choose?
Niether one, I deadfully wanted not to loose...
The truth?...my heart belongs to each one of them,
My feelings I am so, so certain...

My heart, three of them, was taken...
The word love will never again spoken,
Disappeared, vanished in silence...
Facing new life...new future...full of prentence...

Saturday, September 29, 2007

To My Beloved One














All the beutiful things I love,
You took it away from the very start,
I gave you all my love,
And to you, it was not enough...

You took every air I breath,
Left me suffocated,
Then ripped my heart apart,
And owning everything I have...

Imprisoned by your presence,
You ignored my existance,
Took my heart and mind,
Determined to be not mine...

And last night...just night,
You mentioned about love...
Then you reached and kissed my hand,
Waited for my words...but I had none...

To my dearest some,
My one and only one,
By now I am far and gone,
And the journey of my life had finally began...

Thursday, September 27, 2007

The Inevitable














What if you could see your future,
Do you see me as yours?
What if you could change everything,
Would you put our love to short end...?

Oh, I am thinking such nonesense again,
Feeling so insecure when I am in pain,
Perhaps I should not think of such thing as love,
Why should I worry about tomorrow while today is only I have...

What if I could see the future?
Definitely I see myself as yours,
What if I could change everything?
Absolutely everything! Except I am keeping you my darling...

Hmmm...as usual you are late again,
You drive me insane quite often...
The wait is too much for me my darling,
Goodbye forever...I am tired waiting...

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Yes, I Do Love You














Then again you asked,
If our love will last,
Instead, I held your hands so tight...
And gave you a kiss from my the heart...

Your lips were hot,
I was burned with love,
Then, suddenly the world stop...
When my body felt you on top...

I was floating endlessly,
Feeling every movement of the sea,
As the water flows slowly and rapidly,
The beautiful night sky I could no longer see...

Lost in time and place,
All I saw was your face,
You cried with love so softly,
And whispered my name continually...

I found myself on my knee,
Kissing you tenderly,
Your groaned...your cried,
Could be heard from sky high above...

You were floating endlessly,
Feeling every movement of the sea,
As I gave you my love fast and slow,
By now, you should know how much I love you...

Monday, September 24, 2007

Thinking of You














While dyingly waiting for the change of season,
The written words were forgotten,
As the color of promises disappeared,
One lonely heart buried in tears...

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Missing You Always














Do not ask where I have been,
You think the worst of me again and again,
What if I tell you not a single thing,
Would you still love me inspite of everything...

In the cold dark night,
Sadness embrances my heart,
Without you in my side,
I felt...my heart died...

Whether you believe it or not,
My lips speaks the truth my love,
And today is only day we have,
Come closer...give me a kiss and a hug...

Monday, September 17, 2007

There Will Be Another Day














Are you leaving?
Where are you going?
I thought we had an understanding?
That I will drive you home tomorrow morning?

Why are your clothes packed?
Are you leaving me and not coming back?
Don't just stand there...
Please close the door and come over here...

Are you still mad at me because of her?
You know that you are the only one I care!
Don't just stand there please,
Come closer and let us talk this over...

So, why are you leaving me?
Will you tell me who is he?
Nothing to worry about my feeling for you,
I love you and only you...

Let us not have another fight,
Please stay with me tonight,
No! Put your those things down, please!
Would you please talk to me? How about a kiss...?

Sunday, September 16, 2007

How Can I Tell You














Your picture is mine,
Something to keep you in mind,
Oh, this shirt smell like you,
So I am taking it too...

One last kiss for you love,
And a better life I wish for you to have,
I am feeling the pain more and more,
As I get closer and closer to the door...

Promise me not to be so, so sad...
When you find me gone when you wake up my love,
Sorry for all the pain I will caused you,
Sweetheart, I must to go...

Saturday, September 15, 2007

The Day After














My words comes later,
Holding you is what matters,
Your touch is all desire,
Please, let me feel your fire...

Hold me tight,
Let me feel your passion tonight,
Bathe me with kisses,
Leave my heart breatheless...

Your silent scream so pleasant,
I lost in your arms every moment,
My love is for you... forever,
Forget you? Never...

Friday, September 14, 2007

Only You














Oh, you are so fine,
And absolutely have beautiful mind,
How can you be mine,
When you continue to be blind...

You know how much I care,
And all you give me is a stare,
But as I push you far back,
Your feelings reveal and you never hold it back...

You tell me what should I do,
To win your heart and be with you,
If you only think of me once in a while...
...you will completely make my heart smile...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Going Round And Round














I am what you see,
Nothing more infront of you except of me,
And I asked you, "Do you believe me?"
You said, "yes..." unconvincedly...

Will I open my heart to you?
Do I have feelings towards you too?
Honestly, I barely know you...
And once again my answer is no...

You said, "Yes"... I said, "No"
Then, you looked at me and asked, "Who are you?"
Does it matter who I am?
A portrait of me I have none...

Sunday, September 09, 2007

My Old Fashion Way














You are extremely funny,
I truthfully love your company,
You insure your smile that always mine,
Honestly, you treated me just fine...

Not only you are hilarious,
You are also incredibly gorgeous,
My heart melts when I am with you,
Could you not see my feeling through...?

The real of you is all I want,
Heavenly when we were holding hand,
Your potent charm still I could not comprehend,
But the walk lastnight was quite pleasant...

Inspite of how you and I feel toward each other,
I think we could not be intimately together,
Your belief is very different than mine,
Unlike you...I could only love and be with someone one at a time...

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Forever Love














As I lay down on the bed,
It is only you inside my head,
Not a single tears I shed,
Knowing what lies ahead...

As I drift into the world of dreams,
A joy my heart screams,
Nothing compare being with you,
Even the world of untrue...

As I gradually open my eyes,
Looking at the picture of you and I,
You have been long gone,
But in dreams, us holding hand in hand...

Sunday, September 02, 2007

One Day At A Time














Obviously, I can see...
You no longer love me,
Life could be so lonely,
Without you, my world seems so empty...

Happy?...how can you be?
When she prefer not you but somebody,
All I wish for you is to be happy,
Seeing you unhappy is hurting me...

I love you, you love her...
And she loves another,
How cruel life without you,
I know you are feeling what I am feeling too...

Tomorrow is another day,
I will not look back to our yesterday,
All memories of you is buried in my heart,
And with an open arms I am ready for a new start...