The Uncertain

He said, "I love you.."
I whispered, "I love you too.."
He smiled, kissed me and said goodbye,
And left me with tears on my eyes...

To face the wait that long,
For sure, to him my heart belongs,
To remind myself of him,
I recites the words again and again...

He loves me...
He loves me not...
He loves me...
He loves me not...
...for sure he love me,
...or maybe he does not love me...

In Time

If I could only speak the word in silence,
Probably, I will probably hear your presence,

If I could only listen to a laughter's cries,
Maybe, I will dream to fly so high...

If I could only close my eyes,
Perhaps I could see what your heart defies,

If I could only have a moment of eternity,
Perhaps...just perhaps I could touch the beauty infront of me...

Posession

I often question why?
But the answer, I could not see in your eyes,
My truthfulness...to you is all lie,
And never again hear my cries...

Distrust? I am certain why,
I left you, and I choose to stray,
Only to find myself back to you,
Will you forgive me too...?

Again, I asked again...why?
To each other, we could not say goodbye...
Why must us be together...
When forgiveness we no longer give to each other...

Your Memories Still Linger

The night is getting dark and cold,
And your are all alone and no one to hold,
Lay down on bed and close your eyes my love,
And I promise I will stay with you throughout the night...

Sleep and dream of me for now sweetheart,
Feel my fire to keep you warm tonight,
With the flickering candle light,
You and I will dance until sunrise...

With my gentle touch and kisses,
My love always for you as I promise,
Please keep away all your worries my love,
You still have my heart even when the candle light is out...

I will Never Say Goodbye

Violet, blue, red and yellow,
Showers of colors soaked my pillow,
As I whispered goodbye to early spring,
My heart awaked and started to sing,
Summer's heat warms my frozen heart,
With the kiss of fall, I fell apart...
Cold wind hide my tears gradually,
On the heartless winter of eternity...
I chased the change of season,
By all forgotten dreams, I was imprisoned...
That moment when my eyes closed,
I lost his smile...forever, I lost his voice...

Moving Forward

Finally, I will say goodbye...
To the face thats only for my eyes,
Time to say goodbye...
To the heart that often makes me cry...

Emptyness

I never left you my love,
Always and forever I am on your side,
Sweetheart, slowly close your eyes,
And you will see I am still alive...

Feel my touch on your face,
And feel my warm embrace,
On those lonely nights, you will hear..
Please listen to the songs I whisper...

Sweetheart, promise never say goodbye...
Until the end of time, together you and I...
All my kisses and all my love,
Only the wind will give you my heart...

The Wait

On the bed of dreams I laid down,
And the silence of darkness I found,

Away, I spun and spun...
Engulfed with emptyness, I drown...

Looking down from above the sky,
My heart smiled and said goodbye,

He showered me with white flowers all around...
And he brushed my hair with his gentle hand...

Finally, I reached the end...
...I touched his heart once again...

Waking Up

Please, stay...
Sweetheart, do not walk away...
I promise I will always be here,
Please, this time do not disappear...

There you are my love,
Why are you standing in the dark?
Love, do not be sad...
You know, I am away by your side...

Please, come back...please?
I am here can't you not see?
Please! Please don't go!
Oh, no! Sweetheart where are you?

In Love

I woke up one day,
And you were gone far, far away...
Aften then, every night I turned all the lights...
So, you will find your way back perhaps...?

Night after night, day by day...
Through my dreams, I ran away...
To the only place for you and I,
Also, where my heart will never ever cry...

Then, I woke up one night...
You were standing by my side,
Tears falling from your eyes,
Once again I kissed your heart, and I believed all your lies...

Holding The Past

He screamed,
He yelled,
He cursed,
Again my words, he misunderstood...

He cried,
He kicked,
He punched,
Then, gently he held my face with bloody hands...

He felt jelous,
He was furious,
He was full of hatred,
Towards you, the man in silence, the man that I always wanted...

That One Summer Day

Late in the night,
Suddenly I glaced at candlelight,
And watched the flickering flame,
Then, continue reading your poem...

Poem after poem,
Then I looked at the photo album,
I asked myself who are you?
Are you searching me as I to you too...?

Once upon a time I was with you,
And once then I have loved you too?
Your written words promise me so,
To stay with me and will not let me go...

Late in the night,
Poem after poem I will continue to write,
Suddenly, I glanced at the candle light,
And all of a sudden my memory all came back...

I read your poem after poem,
Then, I looked at the photo album,
In tears I cursed that tragic day...
That brief moment when you were taken away...

I fear my memory might one day never come,
So, night after night write you a poem,
And while watching the candle's flickering flame,
It reminded me that our love, on that one summer day, never end...

Reflection

I read my words,
Through his eyes,
I listen to wisdom,
Through his mind,
Over and over,
I cried reading my words...

...a higher level of curiousity and awareness of the uncertainty, such creatures neither has no interest nor has no concern. And though, Mathematics is the only language used by such barbaric life form, none has the ability to define beyond the complex arrangement of numbers and the limit of equations. Such pity knowing an extremely and highly intellegent short live life form eventually will ended their own existance...

There Will Be Another Time

For certain it will happen one or more time,
Why should I not give a smile when it comes,
Then perhaps I will gradually understand,
How to lose life's challenge time after time,

Not now, not soon...
I would like to extend my wins alone,
Though, such small accomplishment on hand,
But is a part of a larger piece in mind...

As you walk, I run...
While you smile, I laughed and had fun...
Wait and eventually your wins will come,
For now, it is all mine...

You know where I could be found,
Again, my prize I will count...
Pepsi and Reeses Peanut cup, what a grand prize!
Until then, for now I will enjoy the moment with a surprise...

Moment Of Time

Here comes the sleepy fainted sun,
Peeking on top of the mountain behind,
Looking down on the endless emerald ground,
Giving a gentle warthm on to everything around,
Painting the gray sky and picturesque land,
Patiently and gently kissing the heaven's hand,

Here comes the sleepy fainted sun,
Watching the stars falling one by one,
Hiding away the fading pale moon,
Saying goodbye too early to soon,
Witnessing the never ending change...
Inevitably, colliding with life's beginning and end...