Looking From A Distant

I pushed love aside,
Uncertainty became my guide,
I reached deep within my heart,
Gradually I fell apart...

I showed the face of happiness,
A peaceful smile of forgiveness,
I laughed, sang and danced...
A gesture full of pretence...

I followed the footprint as fast as I can,
And illusion became a friend,
Chased it round and round,
I struggled with no end...