One Last Goodbye

I put myself so low,
But maybe this is the only way I know,
Though I begged you so many times,
You ignored my words thinking the time will never come...

Frighten and scared were the only feelings I knew,
Were those times when I was with you,
On you I became so dependent, so uncertain,
I thought a perfect world I already obtain...

Now, that I am leaving you we should feel the same,
But why I am feeling so much shame,
Is it because I made you believe that my love I showed is not an act?
And made you believe that you will get me back...