If You Only Knew

Not only your smile moments,
It also includes your short comments,
What is your intention?
To get my attention?

Surely, you got it,
But I continue to be quiet,
I suppressed all my emotions,
Trying hard to hold my actions...

You always searching for the right words,
Acting so silly...oh, lordy...lord,
Why? why when I am around,
You act like a (cute)serious clown...?

I avoided you when you wanted to speak to me,
Thanks god! my nervousness you could not see,
It happens everytime you are close by,
I am worst that you...I feel like I am going to die...