The Shadow of His Shadow

It is amazing to look back in my past, writing silly things. I could not believe the things I do when I am in love...

I do hope my past will end and remain just a beautiful memories.

Looking From A Distant

I pushed love aside,
Uncertainty became my guide,
I reached deep within my heart,
Gradually I fell apart...

I showed the face of happiness,
A peaceful smile of forgiveness,
I laughed, sang and danced...
A gesture full of pretence...

I followed the footprint as fast as I can,
And illusion became a friend,
Chased it round and round,
I struggled with no end...

The Wish

I could see the wind,
I could chase the falling rain,
I could fly over the mountain so high,
I could talk to the sun with my eye,
I could stop the passing cloud,
I could touch the sky above,
I could bury the past on the sand,
Or perhaps I could keep precious moments stay on my hand...

The Fantasy

Again, here he comes...
With his gorgous eyes gave me a glance,
I try to listen to his unspoken words,
Holding my smile as hard as I could...

As he getting closer and closer,
My heart beats faster and faster,
Not today...not ever...he knows...
And I know...

As he passing me by,
I read his life through his eyes,
Giving me a smile with no goodbye...
The word "I Love You" both our heart cries...

Forever Love

Do not ask me how or why,
Do not look me with teary eyes,
Please forgive me for all my lies,
No one to be blame but I...

You do not know how much I am missing you,
I wish you are feeling the same way I do too,
Please, kiss me like you always do...
sweetheart, hold my hand before I go...

I will be with you all the time,
I promise your love is forever mine,
Not to worry...I will be fine,
Sweetheart, forgive me for leaving you behind...

Count the days, count the night...
Forever we will not be apart,
Look up on the dark silent night above,
Among the stars...I will always be with you my dearest love...

Hello Again

I should not smile at you,
I should not even sit next to you,
I should not forever think of you,
By now, I should not confuse how I feel of you...

I should perhaps ignore you,
I should maybe completely avoid you,
I should step away far away from you,
By now, I should be able to say "I do not love you..."

I should not tell her how I feel about you,
I should not take the chance of loosing both of you,
I should not always think of you,
By now, I should not say "I forever love you..."

Crazy About You

Feeling of being misplace,
Sweat pouring down my face,
Heart beat constantly in race,
Shyness and nervousness, constantly, I embrace...

Ignoring your smile,
Which I long for a while,
Avoiding your beautiful eyes,
Everytime I hear your goodbyes,

Hearing your manly voice,
My heart always rejoice,
Longing to make a noise,
But silence always my choice...

The feeling is so intense,
My thoughts are out of sequence,
Each moment is full of suspense,
Why I do not make any sense...?