Only For You

The seeds of love I give to you,
Keep it in your heart and watch it grow,
Water of life you must let it flow,
And truthfullness and kindness will soon show,
Only and only then...to you, my heart will follow...

Yours Truely

Without any doubt,
Only you is all I think about,
Crazy it may seems,
I prefer you over him,
Why? I am not so certain,
Things I guess could not be explain,
But for sure what I feel for you is strong,
This time I am surely not wrong,

My love for I, never question,
This time I just follow my emotion,
Yes, I dream so much of you,
And I make sure you know it too,
Yet, it is not quite so obvious,
Eventhough I often nervous and confuse,
And with all sincerity and honesty in all I said,
Please do not expect that I immediately be with you in bed...

Without You

Behind the glass wall where both hide,
With doubt and fears...a promised with lies,
Lips sealed and eyes closed,
While ears tuned in to every spoken word...

An endless wait,
Time often comes too late,
Overwhelmed with loneliness,
Seeking behind the glass wall with true happiness...

Chased each others' shadow,
Followed by moments of sorrow,
Invitation of hopelessness is tomorrow,
The final rest will soon follow...

Not Again

Do I like art?
Yes, I do by heart,
My watches?
Not necessarily matches with my dresses,
I think fifteen...twenty,
Why many?
I am a collector of art,
As I told you...I love art by heart...

While many woman sees it as a timepiece,
For me I see it as a masterpice,
I prefer Anne Klien,
Yes, I often look on a one of a kind,
Not expensive; Not really,
I know places where I can get it for almost free...

Yes, most of I collect are like bracelet,
So I can still wear even when it breaks,
What? This pineapple pendant?
You guess...yes all are in Hawaii...what?
Everything I wear defines about me...this promise ring?
Well, let us have coffee and I will tell you everything...

Would It Be Possible

Perhaps, I should not tell...
On you, someone's heart fell...
Someone to me who is so, so dear...
And loosing you is her biggest fear...

Someone here...
Whose heart constantly in tears...
Someone's who knows you not too well...
Would you like me to tell...?

It is that someone whose existance...
In your eyes, there is no such presence...
Will you give that someone a chance?
Someone here...would you try to give her even a glance?

Someone here...a friend of mine...
After that day...she could not keep you out her mind...
I have not tell her about the flowers, letters I got from you...
Maybe...you and her...about you and I?... she does not know...

Love Me Not

Oh my love, my dearest love,
In my heart, you the only one will I ever have,
Stay with me tonight and be my side,
Ask me anything...I have nothing to hide...

Please be close to me,
So I could feel your body,
Oh my love, hug and kiss me,
Give the world to me and only me...

Lay down next to me my love,
For this is the only night we will ever have,
Love, tonight is the night,
Let us experience everything...tonight...

Remember what we will have,
Keep our moments forever my love,
Tonight is our last time together,
For you and I knew...we are not for each other...

Drifting Away

Why must the colors around fade away?
Why sunny day turns gray?
Why sun rises and then sets?
Why there is cold and there is heat?
Why my feelings towards you no longer the same?
Why it constantly changing...should I to be blamed?

Why there are Spring, Summer, Fall and Winter?
Why search the possibility of what life have to offer?
Why my mind will not stop to wonder?
Why always waiting for another?
Why hoping to find another of you?
Why this is happening again...I do not have a clue...

Why belief the existance of infinite universe?
Why not us, explore our galaxy first?
Why everything around occurs naturally?
Why it is happening also to me?
Why must I keep and not say the word?
Why feeling guilty carrying a secret which I continue to hold?

Lost In Time

My Love for you means being with you, in a given moments,
Sharing intimate feelings with openess and truthfullness,
Having thoughts of you anytime and in any place,
Being able to say "I love you" face to face,
Feeling the desire and passion,
And being able to ignore temptation...

My love for you means forgiveness is not always true,
And sometimes unable to laughs and cries with you,
Not physically with you a much as I could,
Expressing my thoughts and desires not often as I should,
Giving you the world and not letting you know,
And most of all not telling you always how much I love you,

My love for you also means not being with you all the time,
Not being able to express my feelings as often I can,
Sometimes, not showing and giving you kindness,
And unwilling accept your excuses and promises,
You will have mistake only and only once,
For you my love...you will get no other chance...

I Wonder

The very moment we met,
My heart almost melt,
You gave me your hand,
Eagerly I gave you mine,
When you squeezed it so tight,
Strange sensations I felt inside,

Your eyes full of longing,
You speak the words with full of meaning,
Your voice I hear so softly,
Like listening to a beautiful melody,
Certainly you captivated me,
With you, I rather not be free...

Sometimes I wonder then,
If we both feels the same,
Occasionally I dream of you,
Wishing everything for us will come true,
For now, the meaningful smiles we gave to each other,
Is enough worth remembering forever...

Too Late

Sweetheart, where have you been?
Working late again?
Nope, please no more excuse,
Sit down and let me take off your shoes,
Why are you looking at me?
What? What do you see?

Oh, give me a few minute dear,
I will prepare our dinner,
All your clothes were washed and folded,
I Iron all of it and I even fix the bed,
Would you like something drink?
Or would you rather to be alone to think?

So, you are not hungry?
Me? Why should I be angry?
Talk? About what?
Me? Having doubt?
Sweetheart, Stop! Please!
All my clothes are packed...tonight, yes...

Missing You

The night is black and gray,
Moonlights leads the way,
Searching for someone only once,
A heart who takes a chance...

Lost into the deepest night,
Gazing the stars sparklingly bright,
Wishing upon the sky up above,
To find someone to love...

A heart embraces the darkness,
And gradually enters into emptyness,
Wishing to forget loneliness,
Again hoping to have someone that will bring happiness...

Moments

In the dark, my breath often stop,
What an incredible time with you I have,
Softly you whisper my name,
And the sound you make I hear again and again,
Your passionate touches and kisses,
Oh, sensationally I am please...

My sweet love you do not need to ask,
With certaintity my love for you will last,
So when I am next to you my love,
Remember the moments of what we have,
Oh, my dearest love so sweet,
Forever your heart I will keep...

Even though we longer have the time,
Knowing that you will never ever be mine,
Oh, my love, my dearest love,
True love we both feel in the dark,
And though I know that there will no other you,
I still and forever continue to love you...

Still Thinking of You

On the hills and valleys where green grass grow,
Where tiny, wild white flowers endlessly flow,
I see scattered diamonds and emeralds that glow,
When the sun shines the morning dew...

When Summer heat swirls on the grassy plain,
Cool breeze brushes the beautiful terrain,
Pollens float and dance gracefully when the wind blows,
On hot summer day I see a falling flakes of snow...

Movements of colors on the meadow,
Of birds butterflies fly fast and slow,
Following the rivers' path so narrow,
Where I see the opening of the hidden window...

Everything disappears on the grassy ground,
When the majestic sun is down,
Yet another day is worth the wait,
To see the increadible place with faith...

There Will Be No Us

Have I not very giving?
Why as If I have offered you nothing?
What more can I give you?
When you could not see what is infront of you,
Do I have to explain everything?
Knowing that your are not listening,
Why should I whisper to you the words "I Love You",
When my heart tells me it is not so...

Yes, I am giving you everything,
Even when I felt I offered nothing,
I have so much to give you,
But pieces of me, you are only taking a few,
When I tell you the most important thing,
You walk away and forget everything,
And the answer to your question again?
Sorry but my answer is always the same...

Always Remember

Dream of dreams unfold,
Moments made of gold,
A touch, a kiss as once told,
Unravel the dreamer's secret time holds...

Forget how dreams begins,
Remember how it ends,
Escape defines impossibility,
A reflection of vulnerability....

Temptation plays it may seems,
Glimpes of fading dreams,
Dreams of dreams,
Love in silence of one's heart scream...

If You Only Knew

Not only your smile moments,
It also includes your short comments,
What is your intention?
To get my attention?

Surely, you got it,
But I continue to be quiet,
I suppressed all my emotions,
Trying hard to hold my actions...

You always searching for the right words,
Acting so silly...oh, lordy...lord,
Why? why when I am around,
You act like a (cute)serious clown...?

I avoided you when you wanted to speak to me,
Thanks god! my nervousness you could not see,
It happens everytime you are close by,
I am worst that you...I feel like I am going to die...

One More Day

The place no longer the same,
Everything around changed,
No questions to be answered,
Blame should not be heard...

Cried the word "Love",
Yet, assured each other not to have,
As wasted tears fell,
The hatred silence shared...

Chased the lost moments,
To find a presence,
When the words whisphered,
Suddenly, lost heart appeared...

A Wishfull thought,
Of a presence of dreams and hope,
Realization was put behind,
To welcome the heart so kind...

A Piece In My Heart

Remember how we met?
Us, among the crowd in the desert?
The time with you was worthwhile,
Thinking of you makes my heart smile...

I wonder if you still feel the same,
Did your heart already changed?
There were nights all I think was you,
Were you thinking of me too?

The lunch was the memorable one,
Sitting next to me was an incredible man,
He opened the door with open arms,
And willingly took the chance...

Even how brief our moments,
Memories of us replaced your absence,
And in my heart forever will stay,
Even though you are million miles away...

You Again

You and I,
Alone this time,
Looked each other,
Smiled and moved closer,
Sitting face to face,
Silence was placed,

Books separated us,
Name, on each other we both asked,
Shaked each others hand,
Playing words were fun,
However, pen and paper was a better game,
Exchanged numbers before the crowd came...

You and I,
In the crowd we hide,
Pushed by many side by side,
While we claimed our pride,
Fighting to have a fresh start,
Followed each other heart to heart...

Where to Begin

Please, not on the lips,
I prefer you kiss me on the cheek,
Sorry, I do not just give away kisses,
I am saving it for my handsome, honest prince,
Kiss me here, kiss there, kiss me anywhere,
Except my lips for my heart still in tears...

You think it is a silly game,
In which you think I play quite often,
Most of the time you could not understand me,
And thinking how easy winning someone's heart can be?
Honestly, most women will fall in love with you,
But it does not mean I am one of them too...

Do not rush us to fall in love,
Let time dictates what is for us,
If the right moments comes for you and I,
A kiss on lips for you I will try,
From you, love, my heart must find,
Your lips will tell me if your heart is mine...

Last Moment

Oh darling, if you just look me in the eyes,
And tell me all the words I heard were not lies,
Maybe, just maybe I will learn to forgive you,
And I might forget the cruel things that you do...

If you only mean it when you say "I am so sorry",
Then perhaps will remove the burden that I carry,
And you and I might have the chance to stay together,
Probably, continue to care and love each other...

Please do not say any more lies,
Believe me I will find everything you hides,
There is no sense telling you again and again,
That all your lies, in my heart, creates so much pain...

Sleep well...sleep well my Darling,
And when you wakeup everything will change,
Probably, this is how everything must end,
When you wake up Darling, you will never ever see me again...

A Friend Forever

I had a dream lastnight,
Us, laying on the beach until twilight,
You and I, wishing to the almighty heaven above,
And hoping to find meaning of the word "LOVE",
In which the dream reveals nothing,
Instead, only played fragments my awakening...

Even in the dream questions you asked were the same,
And I was deaf and blind once again,
Your eyes searched mine,
But there was nothing there to find,
Neither acknowledge nor hide what we feel inside,
But the "truth" lies deep in our heart where it hides...

Then I woke up in the morning and wonder about,
The dream I had...I had lastnight,
Once more, I think those questions over and over,
And realized, for you I have nothing to offer,
My feelings towards you and everything,
The answer to your questions forever remain same...