The Promise

Tell me again,
About what happen,
She denied everything?
And pretended that there was nothing?

You have big decisions to make,
Please, do not make the same mistake,
I will be with you as you were for me,
A promise I made for you...one of many...

Please, believe me I know how you feel...
And in time all your wounds will heal,
It happened you me not long ago...remember?
And as always you were always there with me...with flowers...

My dearest friend, I will tell you one thing...
It is not yet the end of everything,
So, let's go out and get something...
I know your favorite...lets get ice cream...

A long Summer Day

Why is he here again,
I wonder what is his name,
Why he always holds my hand,
I wish I can speak to him but I can't...

I love when he smiles at me,
And when he gets closer my heart melt quickly
As if I have known him before,
But I cannot remember anything anymore...

How I can talk to him with love,
When a single word I do not have,
Can he read my eyes,
Even mine are cold as ice...

A name he often whispers on my ears,
But nothing I could remember,
How can I tell him who I am,
When I myself, could not remember who I am...

Another Dream

Can you stay with me tonight?
You and I will dance under the moonlight,
Watch the sunset after tonight...
And see the stars tomorrow night...

Lay down next to me?
This time, I will not be angry...
Please be with me throughout the night,
Promise, I will turn off all the light...

Yes, I want to be with you alone,
Soon you and I will explore the unknown,
Your eyes always I see a spark...
Stay, and I will play fire with you in the dark...

Forever Gone

Listening to a familiar song,
Already I have waited so long,
But I am still here patiently,
To play the song for you and me...

Over and over again I hear,
An old song brings your heart to me so near,
What you left behind for me,
Are old memories wanting to be free...

Revisiting dreams that had been forgotten,
And again, my heart lost all of a sudden,
Anxious to see the familiar place,
....longing to touch your beautiful face...

The Truth

Where do I begin?
How am I going to end?
How can I say no,
Should I let you know?

Do I have to give my heart you?
What if you feel the same too?
Will I be able to keep a promise?
To love you and only you and no one else?

Why don't you turn around and walk away?
How long are you going to stay?
Are you happy to be with me everyday?
Do you see if there will be "US" someday?

But where do you begin?
How are you going to end?
How are you going to say no,
Don't you think she has the right to know...?

Blind Date

Should I wear black top, or should I wear white?
Should I wear dress, or should I wear pants tonight?
Flat or high heel? what shoes should I wear?
Making choices seems so hard not to care...

Is he tall, dark and handsome?
Is he quiet and friendly like I am?
And what if he is not a caring one?
"imperfections" comes to mind...

Nerdy and funny will be fine,
As long as he has brilliant mind,
If he is charming and loving-his heart is mine!
Nothing more I could asked than a simple, uncomplicated man...

Perhaps I will wear dress tonight,
Shoes with a high heel...I might,
Tonight, maybe it is going to be him,
I am so anxious to meet the man of my dream...

Lost Forever

The future changed everything,
Without you seems I have nothing,
Even though I am missing you so,
I will learn to move on just like you...

Seeing you in every places,
It shattered my heart in million pieces,
To forget you is the most I hate,
Surely, it will be a long wait...

Often I heard you called my name,
But intears I never came,
For I opened the heart to you once,
Instead, I found you on someone's arms...

Leave us the way it was,
Let time bury our past,
Move on, do not look back...
For both of us together again...is a stroke of luck...

The Answer

By now you should know,
No need to guess who is who,
Look around who do you see?
Nothing else except you and me...

It is quite different now than then,
From this moment you and I are no longer friend,
A friendship we promised for each other,
In a blink of an eye, vanished and lost forever...

Willingly, our friendship we both gave up...
Getting it back...maybe...perhaps?
Our friendship reached beyond what is worth,
To us both, our hearts dictates the truth...

You offered more than friendship to me,
Is a dream of a life time to be,
Now, I am laying down on bed next to you,
Is the answer to your question a long, long time ago..

One Memorable Night

Come...hold my hand,
Let's disappear from everyone,
I know a place where we can go,
Just us and no one will never know...

Hurry...the night is perfect,
Trust me no one will suspect,
Do you want to see your future before hand?
The come quick and hold my hand...

Ah, finally...do you see what I see?
Would you like to sit next to me?
Why don't you make a wish to see what your life will be,
You never know you might get the impossibility...

The moon, the stars and us...
Yes, yes, yes...I too missed your touch,
Sure, we will lay here until sunrise,
What? What about h...? You still love me?...that I am really suprise...

The Stranger

Your lips revealed too many secrets,
But loving you is no regret,
You are so close yet so far,
Sometimes I wonder who you really are...

Your eyes reveals what is in your heart,
A man who hides behind the mask...
Even though reality seems hard to face,
I will welcome it with sweet embrace...

The Purpose

I laughed and cried as everyone,
And embranced life's challenges as it comes,
I counted the falling leaves one by one,
And watched the change of season all year round...

I swirled round and round,
Behind the wind as it dances around,
I followed it to far and beyond,
And soon realized there was nothing be found...

Just like others, I drifted on endless sea,
With or without purpose where will I be?
Should I continue to count the stars in the darkness night?
Or should I stare and be blinded by the sun that is so, so bright...?

Mirror Image

No need to ask for forgiveness,
I have forgiven you with "kindness",
From you I have learned,
That the rules of love could be bend,
You gave your heart to me and "others" all at the same time,
Honestly, I completely understand to be human...

The smile that you always have given me,
I preciously love sincerely,
Oh, my "dearest" love,
The only man one whom I often think of,
My heart will remain unpoken,
And will never ever learn to complain...

I still love you if you ask,
And will be here with you inspite of our painful past,
Since you gave me so much "love",
You are the "greatest" man will I ever have,
Through the years I learn to become to be like you,
So, if I have something to tell you...will you forgive me too...?

Nothing Changed

My heart listened to every note,
A familiar sound to us both,
Once again our lives unfold,
I Watched it slowly as I could,
Only in a dream where I could see,
Music of life for you and me...

The Lure

Wow, you got me a surprise?
What is it?
What is the ocassion?
Now? But I am at work...
After?
Why don't you tell me what it is?
Oh, it is a surprise...
Yes, I am busy as usual...
Quite hectic...
After work?
Honest, I am very busy...
20 minutes?
I don't think it is a good idea...
Why don't you give it to your "new" special love one...
After work? 15 minutes?
Hmmm...let me think about it....

Longing For Someone

Here comes the morning,
I wonder this time what will it bring,
Though lastnight I had a wonderful dream,
But nothing compare today if I could be with him...

Maybe this time he will not come,
And will never ever know who I am,
Or probably he is one step away from me,
Waiting to take my hand...just maybe?

Ah, the almighty sun here it comes,
Warms the heart of the lost one,
Golden heart is quite hard find,
If not him, perhaps today, I will find what is mine...

The Game

As I promised you lastnight,
You can stay with me tonight,
We could turn off all the lights,
And stay up all night if you like...

There are so many things we could do,
Play different games just me and you,
You lead and I will follow,
Moments with you, I will let myself go...

Yes, later we will turn off the light,
Don't worry I have candles on my side,
Again you are acting like a child,
Please if you lose, do not look for a fight...

So, are you going to drive me insane?
Well then, lets begin our favorite game,
As you wish...chess board on bed,
But only if you promise this time to behave...

Love Hurts

Curse after curse,
My head hurts,
Tears after tears,
I embrances fears,
Day after day,
Loneliness I play,
Silence after silence,
Feeling love so intense,
Mistakes after mistakes,
Oh, my heart aches...

A Cry With No Tears

"Nothing more important than you" is what you said,
"You are the only woman I lay me eyes on" from you is what I heard,
The beautiful words you whispered passionately,
Meaningful words but thoughtlessly says occassionally...

Though I saw you with other women with my own eyes,
And even many times I found million pieces of your lies,
Often I found myself in tears and cries to things you denied,
But I trusted you then more than you realized...

I believed you when you told me you care,
A moment without me you said you could not bear,
I believed you when you said I belong to you,
And every words you said, I used to believed was true...

Why now you could not say those words?
Meaningful words to me you often told and tried to hold,
Before I go please say those words again,
Would you believe me if I say it will not cause me anymore pain?